Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in littlegirl100's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, December 24th, 2008
12:41 pm	So far So far things are going really well for me. I am never going back this time because I am determined to succeed at recovery. I want to be healthy. I want to have more energy to exercise in a non-excessive way. I love working out for health, not just to burn calories. I've been experiencing some water retention, but according to my research this is normal. I'm not going to let any suttle weight gain get me down. This christmas will be a happy one that will not include my head in a toilet bowl at the end of the day. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
12:33 pm	Why To Recover? I will be successful with my recovery!I am determined! And here is a list of reasons why... My general health will improve purging stains teeth My metabolism will be faster I'll have more energy I wont be malnurished purging is the most disgusting thing ever. I'll have more self control over my eating habits. I'll have less anxiety More self confidence Less self hating a more posetive body image I will be much happier I'll feel more honest with the people I care about (Comment on this)
Friday, December 19th, 2008
12:19 pm	proust questionire What is your most marked characteristic? I'm a very charismatic, passionate and creative person. The quality you most like in a man? Someone who is both down to earth and motivated. The quality you most like in a woman? Confidence and compassion What do you most value in your friends? Honesty, trust, sense of humor What is your principle defect? Overly critical What is your favorite occupation? Anything creative... writing What is your dream of happiness? Being surrounded by people I love and being happy with myself What to your mind would be the greatest misfortunes? Death What would you like to be? a good person What country would you like to live? I havn't been to many countries but I'd most like to visit Europe. What is your favorite flower? Lotus What is your favorite bird? a swan, they're beautiful Too be continued... not enough time! (Comment on this)
Monday, May 12th, 2008
1:09 pm	more Name: littlegirl Eye Color: Green Hair Color: golden brown Height: 5'2.5" Weight: 101 Ideal Weight: 95 Best Feature: face Worst Feature: Hips and stomach Fav Body Part: arms and legs Zodiac Sign: virgo US Presidential Candidate: Obama Body Type: not sure Ethnicity: Italian, English, Peruvian and French Believe in God: n/a Want Kids: My dog What Rx Drugs are you on: I don't take meds. Favorite Exercise: yoga, running, pilates, hiking, biking Fav TV Show: Gossip Girl lol Fav Movie: Don't have one Best Tip for not binging: thinking about how much i'll hate myself Fav Low Cal Meal : watermellon Have you ever??? Shoplifted: no Been Arrested: no Had Sex: Yeah Had Sex in a Public Place: n/a Made out or hooked up with a friends boyfriend: Never Skinny Dipped: yes Had feelings for a married man/woman: Nope Tried to commit Suicide: no Seen someone die: no Lost a parent/sibling: no Had an abortion: No Random: I See: computer sceen I Hear: wind outside I Feel: hungry I Want: starbucks I Need: to do yoga in a few minutes I Hate: when people see me looking bad I Love: my little puppy dog I Like: surveys lol I Lust: this pair of Alexander Mcqueen shoes I Cry: when things don't go my way I Eat: three set meals a day I purge: after binging I Fear: weight gain I Wonder: if this will ever end (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 15th, 2008
4:29 pm	You're feeling: Fat and annoyed To your left: a lamp On your mind: running on the treadmill Last meal included: blueberries and vitamins You sometimes find it hard to be: healthy The weather: great sunny A smell that cheers you up: flowers A smell that can ruin your mood: cigarettes How many days since you last shaved: 2 The current state of your hair: half up and messy The largest item on your desk/ workspace (not computer): stack of fashion magazines Your skill with chopsticks: Awesome, but havn't had sushi in forever since becoming vegan Which section you head first for in a bookstore: best sellers Something you're craving: perfect abs and skinnier thighs Your general thoughts on the presidential race: blah How many times you've been hospitalised this year: knock on wood Favourite place to go for a quiet moment: my yoga mat You've always secretly thought you'd be a good: writer Something that freaks you out a little: food Something you've eaten too much of lately: food in general You never want to: gain weight Where is your cell phone? kitchen table Your significant other? is amazing Your hair? golden brown, long layers Your mother? is beautiful and awesome Your father? best dad ever Your favorite thing? my dog and shopping Your dream last night? don't remember Your favorite drink? evian The room you're in? living room Your ex? don't have any recent exes Your fear? weight gain, getting hurt, getting sick Where do you want to be in 6 years? with the people i love Where were you last night? home with my boyfriend and dog What you're not? skinny enough One of your wish list items? chanel Where you grew up? ct The last thing you did? went for a walk with my dog What are you wearing? juicy sweatsuit Your TV? is really nice Your pets? eski Your life? it would be perfect if I could be skinny enough Missing someone? some old pals Your car? sucks Something you're not wearing? makeup Favorite store? nordstrom Your summer? should be good Like someone? friends and fam Your favorite color? i love all colors When was the last time you laughed? at my dog Last time you cried? today (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 7th, 2008
10:40 am	Writer's Block: All in the Family How do you think having siblings (or not having siblings) affects who you are as a person? View 500 Answers I have two sisters and one brother. My sisters are the best friends I have. (Comment on this)
Monday, February 25th, 2008
10:10 am	Writer's Block: Sticks and Stones What's the meanest thing you've ever said to someone? View 500 Answers I made fun of someone with a big nose in middle school. That's the meanest thing I can think of. I like to be nice. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 6th, 2008
1:14 pm	me Basic. Name: littlegirl100 Gender: Female Age: 20 Zodiac sign: Virgo Location: US Sexuality: Straight About. Marital status: long term boyfriend Occupation: Journalist Political Affiliation: Liberal Religion: n/a Drugs used in your lifetime: I've experimented. Drugs used occasionally: N/A Drugs used often: pot Drugs used daily: pot Do you consider yourself a responsible drug user?: Yes, I don't smoke pot during the day ever, just when relaxing at night watching tv. Body modifications: none :) Opinions. This means a complete thought, so please elaborate. Drug legalization: Pot should be legal for medicinal use because medical grade is the best anyway. Anal Sex: Never done Addicts/addiction: I try to stay away from drug addict friends, they're not to be trusted! Harm reduction (concerning drugs): Favorites. Drink: best tasting would be the strawberry martini at Cheesecake Factory but I love greygoose with club soda and lime because it's low cal. I like red wine but it's way too many calories. Drug (please include why): pot, because it tastes good and is non addictive. Method of ingestion (snorting, smoking, etc.) and why: n/a Book(s): fashion, yoga, and vegan magazines! Color(s): I just love all colors. Clothing: I like to dress feminine and trendy. Cashually you'll see me in a sweater dress with leggings or an ed hardy T with jeans. I love to be unique and colorful. Object: Sunglasses, shoes, bags, cell phone Fetish: obsessed with being perfect Curse word: I try not to curse Movies: not sure Musical Artists: Jack Johnson and pretty much everything Other. Embarrassing moment while high: noclue Describe yourself in a few words: Perfectionist, feminine, critical, loving (1 Comment |Comment on this)